According to April

Writer's Block: So Sensitive

2008-05-09T18:58:24Z

What are you most sensitive about?

Anything said towards my boyfriend Blake. Doesn't matter who it is, you say one thing out of disrespect my claws are out and i'm attacking anyone in my path. Even their comment is justified I try to restrain myself but come of very passive agressive. I of course have my insecurtities but if you hear them or think them enough you expect people to say things and eventually don't care. At least that's how it is for me.

Writer's Block: It's Too Late to Apologize

2008-05-07T21:06:41Z

Has anyone ever done something so horrible to you that "I'm sorry" couldn't fix it?

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Yes, but she was such an insignificant person in my life I don't really fret about it. I was asking for it though, I continuously saw her abuse and hurt her friends and I was too naive to realize she did the same to me. Thank goodness I got out of the trap. I can't believe she was just as stupid as me to think I wouldn't walk away after how she treated me. I think she moved too.. I haven't seen for 2 months.

There is of course one other person that matters much more and truly hurt me... and still does. He was a boyfriend, even though i'd barely count us as that. I knew who he was and knew his past yet I was "with him" for 4 or more months. If anything it was a game to both of us. Him trying to get me to kiss him, whoa... that sounds silly. You're with a guy for a certain amount of time you should be able to kiss him, right? Well thank goodness I didn't, despite how much crap I got for it. There are a number of reasons, maybe I knew that doing it would keep me a challenge and keep him around (pathetic) ... but I know it is because of my family, past and my fear of not being able to say no if it somehow got out of hand and the next thing I know i'm topless and his damn penis is in me! Poor guy, I lead him in circles and who knows what else. But hey, in the end he showed how little he cared about me and even though he made a few more attempts for us to get back together, I was smart enough to just laugh and blow it off.

Er... I rambled. xD

ADDMSGPICS

2008-04-20T23:32:35Z

new myspace page, i didn't want it to look like myspace. xD

yeah, it was fun. :D

Resource List

2008-04-14T01:48:20Z

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Faultline CA's myspace page - completed.

2007-08-10T07:30:42Z

FINALLY Finished it, right now all I have is the test page up- they have to approve it but I'm pretty satisfied. :]

TEST PAGE

The Band's Website.

Coloring Tutorial 1

2007-08-09T00:39:49Z

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*Translatable
*Adobe Photoshop 5
* with psd

Information/Other

Before	After

Made in Adobe Photoshop 5, so very very translatable.
.psd file

*comment!
*credit not manditory, but loved
*share results!
*ask if any problems.
*friend for updates. :]

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Step

Results

full size!

Take the image and crop it to 100x100, don't do anything to it but that.
*Note: I made this coloring for dark cartoon screencaps; if your image is light you may want to darken it.

Now make a new layer and fill it with (rgb: 165, 119, 170 / #A577AA ) or copy the image to the left set as 100% Soft Light.

Again make a new layer and fill it with (rgb: 114, 138, 158 / #728A9E ) or copy the image to the left set as 100% Overlay.

Again make a new layer and fill it with (rgb: 53, 82, 152 / #355298 ) or copy the image to the left set as 100% Exclusion.

~~Again~~ make a new layer and fill it with (rgb: 250, 92, 204 / #FA5CCC ) or copy the image to the left set as 56% Soft Light.

Duplicate your base and bring it to the top then set it as 100% Overlay.

Duplicate your base and bring it to the top then set it as 100% Screen

Select All and Copy Merged (if you have to print screen, flatten image then copy fine, as long as you have the whole image not just one layer) then paste and sharpen it then set to Lighten with the percentage varying to your image.

i need new color;

2007-08-08T04:02:13Z

I just cut my hair, and i like the cut (when i straighten it. =/) but the color kinda bores me, any advice? right now is my natural hair color, but i've dyed it dark brown(march 06) and red auburn(04 or 05) before.


haha,http://www.livejournal.com/update.bml Post an Entry good shot. :]	so very random... and i look like a lilboy. wth?

Natalie Portman [10x10variated]

2007-08-03T17:03:40Z

Preview:


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First Ten:
Use only the original images, changing the color only and nothing else.


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Every icon must have readable text on it. As well, every icon must have a different font. Do not use fonts that are excessively popular at the time.


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Use a texture on every icon. A different texture must be used on each one.


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Fourth Ten:
Every icon must include a stock image.


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Rotate the images. This can be done any way, upside down, to the right, the left, caddy cornered, whatever.


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Sixth Ten:
Images must be black and white.


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Seventh Ten:
On each icon, use one effect feature from the Effects menu in your Photoshop or Paintshop.


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Eighth Ten:
Every icon must be less than 100x100 pixels.


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Ninth Ten:
Every icon must use one popular icon trend that is hot at the time.


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Tenth Ten:
Free for all! Do whatever you want with these ten! :D


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Info:
+ try out 10x10variated yourself!
+ comment!
+ credit capitolwitch if taking
+ see my userinfo for resources
+ friend for updates. :]

friends only banner.

2007-06-09T23:10:44Z

I made a new friends only banner for my page, this one took me a while to make fit together. I love how they blend together. :]

brushes: here

jack davenport

2007-06-09T19:08:15Z

brushes:here
mask:xonlyashesx
texture:here!

i couldn't help myself, I wanted to get out my graphic making creativity juice. m'hhmm!
now, just need to make myself a banner.

edit; norrington not black and white.

Mother's Day for Peace;

2007-05-14T06:43:11Z

click.

Btw, I love Vanessa Williams. :]

the sims 2.

2007-03-08T04:23:52Z

Cleo